A Letter to Little Guy, Just over 5

Dear Little Guy,

I can't believe you're 5 and started transition kindergarten this Fall. The ease with which you took to your new school environment surprised me, in a good way. Your independence amazes me. I have to remind myself that you're sometimes more ready than I think you are. I admire how you always know what you want and have the confidence and courage to speak up and ask for it. When I asked you whether you wanted to have a party or have a small celebration with just us (you, your big brother Buddy, Baba, and me), you didn't need any time to think. Without a pause, you said "a party, of course!" and easily came up with your guest list.

While brainstorming for activities and where to have your party, you immediately thought of Cuesta Park, your favorite park because of its wonderful paths for biking and scooting. It made complete sense to me since that was our little sanctuary during our first summer back in the US, only a year ago. It took a little convincing to get you to agree to an art activity since you believe you already know how to draw. Luckily you came around to the activity (since you do really like arts and crafts) and told us you wanted an ocean theme with your big, full-of-life eyes.

Five years ago you came into our family - what a gift! Your creativity, live life to the fullest energy and silliness have brought so many smiles and so much laughter to our lives. I can still remember the first time I got a glimpse into your expressiveness. You were 18 months or so. I was feeding you. As you chewed, your face lit up and you did the shimmy as you said "yummy". I remember thinking "wow, he just shimmied!" Since then you have made us laugh and smile more with your dancing, storytelling and all your expressions. 

Did you know that you started designing clothes (for your dolls) and drawing story books even before you turned 5? You amaze me constantly with the details - so much flair and imagination - in your designs and stories. Not only do you have a clear vision in your mind, you have the ability to express them with confidence. Have you noticed that whenever you start dancing, Buddy starts to get silly and dance too? I definitely have noticed and love that you inspired dance parties in our family. 

Keep on being you, my dear Little Guy (who is not so little any more), keep living life to the fullest, keep expressing your ideas, thoughts, vision. In doing so you inspire those around you to do the same. You have definitely inspired all of us to express more.

Love you always,
Mama